Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Doing the Wrong Thing

I spend two hours in the net searching for rental apartments in Helsinki and sent out two applications. Good for me. Zero job applications done and sent today. Shame on me. Now I am off for a good bicycle ride during which, I'll  blame myself for being useless piece of it. I do not want to do that, but I'll do. I know. I feel that way and despite my long trial to calm my mind, negative thinking prevails. After intense studying of yoga, mediation, Krishnamurti, Eckhard Tolle, Pema Chödrön and likes, I am still only a spiritual wanna-be hoping to find a job and the peace of mind.

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